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Spending the week working on a little inventory job. This past week we celebrated my bday, I moved my office around a smidge again, and spent time with these cute pups 🥰 I hope you have a good week!!

It's finally here as a little birthday present from me to you 🎁 A very fun flattering formal dress that shows off the girls 🍒 💝 Check my comment down below for a few unlocked 🥰 💝 First bundle are my favorites (20 pics) 💝 Second is a very 🍒 delicious group of pics that show off some goods 🍒 (10 pics) 💝 Third is a little artsy twist I tried (very subtly) (5 pics) My birthday is this Thursday (Nov 23) and I'll be having a little birthday bash on Saturday (Nov 25) to celebrate on stream. If you're feeling extra kind, all are able to send some goodies via my Throne Wishlist - https://throne.com/pirategray #fyp I hope you enjoy these 🥰🍒 💝

New little set should be up this coming week 🥰 Ima need some patience cause of where my head is. But I know this dress will be enjoyed 🩵

Black sparkles won! Still learning how to do my own nails nicely (also have hecking ugly hands for hand modeling) but proud of the set of nails, was the cleanest I’ve done.

Choose my polish for the next little set I hope to get for ya’ll soon 🩵 it’s a busty burgandy dress 👀 Been working on my call of duty mwiii playthrough series for YouTube and hope to do my own nails tonight to maaaaaybe take some pictures this week for yall 🥰

Fiiiinally home (for one day before taking another day trip Saturday to the catalog job for a reunion to take photos for them) 😮‍💨 Here’s some photos from today!! And our new shower 😍 Last couple of days have been hectic, shuffling two dogs around, seeing family I haven’t seen in a decade, celebrating my sisters birthday, seeing my little brother for the last time till May, just a whole lot. While I was away for my cousins wedding, my landlord was super kind and had our shower redone (we had some tiles loose, faucet leaky, and just a couple things that we’ve had issues with) so we are getting a whole new bathroom, or so it feels. They installed a ventilation system, redid all of the tile and fixed up faucets AND repainted the room a gorgeous grey blue. Friggin love the color and want to paint the whole house it, but that’s a whole undertaking to do 😅 so I’ll just enjoy it in the bathroom. The gentlemen’s coming back to finish up some final details this coming week, so I’ll have to have a bunch of stuff out of my office closet to access some things. Which unfortunately means my office is entirely messy with all the junk we have so I’ll have to have a lil no cam stream for the one day I’m home this week but will be back to normal streams next week and cannot wait! While away, we took Finn on some walks, he got to play with a new friend, went to doggy parks and Mac got some snuggles from his grandma and uncle Chance 🥰 It was so lovely. I realize how much I miss living in Central Jersey. One day I’ll buy a house up that way - but only once the dang market CHILLS. Anyways. I’m heading to sleep for the night. Can’t wait for the bathroom to be fully finished so we can put everything back in place and I can do a full self care bath in the ”new” bathroom🥰😍🥰

Little photo dump of what I managed to take pics of from the wedding this weekend 🩵 Tried to stay more present and enjoy the time with family I don’t get to see often. They’re not family by blood, but family by bond. It’s been since my dad’s memorial since I’ve seen all of the family here, and it felt so good to be with them. I opted with a simple dress but want to show off a different dress once I get a moment to take some photos. It feels like everything is super hectic right now. Wedding. Getting a new shower. Streams. Catalog job is about to actually pick up. My 31st birthday. Holidays. So bare with me while I try to manage my time and hopefully after this week, start to really seriously take on health and body weight cause ya girl is NOT comfortable in my skin, worse than before surgery. 😅🩵

Little selfie dump for a fun lil hump day 🥰

Spent some time visiting my mom, shopping a rummage sale with Finn at my side and ate some yummy ass stir fry. Going through the photos on my phone and I have sooooo many selfies >.< there’s probably so many that look the same. Should I do a big ol selfie dump?

LMAO YUCK. Here’s angsty middle school gray for ya 🤣 little throw back to middle school

Camera streams are back and in HD! Upgraded my stream camera from a little webby cam to a Sony A7IV 🥰 Have it all set for stream but excited to take it out to take photos and with the new office setup and stuff, along with the camera, hopefully some new sets in the future (but not promising anything anytime soon with how I feel 😅)

Little behind the scenes attempting to work out the new camera 😈 Ya girl just got a new camera and a biiiiig quality upgrade for stream 🥹 very excited but also VERY nervous. Going through many diff placements for the office setup 😅

Little selfie dump from the only two times I felt ok to be on camera this past September 😅

Fun fact about me: I love nature so much and would much rather just sit and watch wildlife all day. The ocean is my favorite place to sit and just soak in the sounds of the waves, watch sailboats go by, the soft sand beneath your toes… ugh just love it all 🥰 And it makes me excited to see Finn get confident to be in the water more and more and for the joy of having a little buddy to join us for beach walks. Mac loves his visits but they’re short for his safety/energy cause of his age/arthritis. Where’s your safe space to just breathe for a moment? Mines definitely the beach. And I need to go WAY more often.

So I’ve been in a rut for a while and wanted to see about changing my office space around so I have more room, feel excited to go in, and just for a bit of change. Ended up finally purchasing a standing dresser vs my long one that took up a lot of space and I couldn’t reach easily. The shifting of my entire office has been a LOT. But it’s nice and purging through a lot of things, minimizing and rediscovering things I forgot I had. Here’s some behind the scenes of the process, all the many changes and updates I’ve been working on (don’t mind the mess and chaos. Needs to get messy before it can be clean 😅) Now that it’s pretty much done, I can finally start on the newest addition for streams 👀 can you spot it? Heheh I haven’t mentioned it, but I’m super excited and super nervous about it 😳 With the new upgrade, there’ll be *hopefully* more content I want to share here with it too 🥰

As I’ve mentioned in the past, sets are currently on a pause. I’m working through some personal things and will be keeping with updates & selfies for now 🩵

I’ve been trying to limit myself online in sorts, I have tons of photos to share of a little redesign of my office space (just some furniture changing) but there’s a big surprise for stream stuff that only yall will see the actual product of behind the scenes heh. I’ll share those photos once the “final” result is done. But! I built some furniture and feel real proud 😅 My body is going through changes. It’s been a year since the mango sized fibroid that had been inside for well over 10 years (honestly possibly 20 thinking about it) was surgically removed (though my scars have bene sore lately), I *finally* had my hormonal IUD removed after 7 years of it fucking with my body, and I’m now officially one week of not taking any antidepressants. It’s been a rough last few weeks leading up to no longer taking the medications (had a lot of shakes, really deep depression, and all sorts of things). I’m off of my medication to see what my body’s true natural state (no hormones, masses and all sorts fudging with me). Please bear with me while I sort through life nonsense and things 🩵 I always put pressure on myself to create stuff for yall and still want to, but I want to make sure my mental health and physical health are aligned so I can feel comfortable, confident and happy in creating for myself and for you all 💙 Hope you’re doing well and really appreciate you 🥹

A cozy fit for a cozy day (lil set from March 2022)

Some pics of a cutie that takes up a lot of my time during the days lately. I’ve been taking time off camera cause of a multitude of things and it’s been a breath of fresh air tbh. Would you guys be interested in general text updates?

There's so many sets I haven't posted here :O Let me fix that! Here's one of my favorites from Valentines 2022 <3 #fyp Here's all the cute v-day photos :D Working out some fun things for the future too 👀

Ya girl is getting herself sorted. Had a minor surgery to remove a device I thought was previously removed during surgery last year. Took a bit of pain, numbing, and a whole lot of swear words but it’s finally done. Now my body is going to have to shift and adjust to a normal state without the fibroid and hormones. Ngl I’ve been super down since surgery because I’ve been putting on more weight rather losing it. Even though I’m eating fairly well, moving my body and exercising more. I’m attributing that to the hormones so I’m looking forward to seeing my body (hopefully) finally shift since surgery last year. *crosses fingers* I really wanna get back into making content for y’all 💙

Spending some time with mi madre and got to experience some Brooklyn life today. Sipped some yummy espresso martinis courtesy of mommas friend and brought Finn in for a city experience. Was a nice day 🥰

A lovely soul gifted this automatic ball thrower for the boys. It’s only a matter of time before I teach Finn how to drop the ball in for himself, but for now, he’s just a big doofus that stands in front of it cause he loves it so much.

I want to find the most efficient way to provide fun voice work for ya’ll. I have so many interests and places I want to venture in, but a hard time picking a lane to follow through with the interests. Wondering if there’s a way to set up a shop for frequent requested voice clips or something 🤔

Some tipsy gray selfies from yesterday with family 🩵

Past week has felt like a blur. A lot of time spent with family, going through car troubles and all sorts of things - including a fun health update where I’ll need surgery to remove a device that was supposed to be remove before/during/after surgery. But alas, yesterday was a day with love and family before my brother heads back to CA. I need some time to sort myself, content and plan out things 🩵 so bear with me. Hope you’re doing well!

There's been a lot of changes online for some platforms so I will be shifting my focus to content here/sharing regularly here at this time. I'm still working out the kinks and figuring out *how* I want to proceed, but here will be our safe space for the time being until I figure out what I want to do.

Let's end the evening with a little #spicy #reddress that makes me feel a smidge #sexy 🫦🍒 (all 10 FH Red Dress Short Post + 10 Extras)

Some love for the long flowy #lace #reddress 💕 (all 10 FH Red Lace Flowy post pics + extras)

Honestly in LOVE with this navy #shortdress 👗🍒 (all 10 FH Navy Post + 10 + 12 extras)