The pandemic caused a lockdown and many horrible deaths and ..

The pandemic caused a lockdown and many horrible deaths and scares. Glad that is finally coming to an end as life presumes with other world issues to worry about. The one thing I actually miss from the lockdown (sad to say) is not being able to do anything but be home and doing what we had to do with all that time we had to manage life the best we could to stay alive and healthy. To me that was a time I got to reflect on life and everything I had been doing up until that point. To come to a complete stop gave me self time, family time, and time to be grateful for everything that has gotten me this far in life safely. I had so much time to get things done and Now that that’s gone, life for me has become once again SUPER BUSY 😩 it’s a blessing and I’m so very grateful to be able to be on top still working hard and still being a fan favorite and still being able to create and work as much as my little body can handle at the same time loving my family, friends, and of course you all…my fans ❤️ I’ve been non stop since the beginning of the year, and being down for almost 2 years it’s actually overwhelming because I forgot how much time and energy everything takes from me and sometimes it all hits me and I have to stop and tell myself… stop…take a deep breath …. Slowly exhale 😮‍💨 …. Now relax for a second (because sometimes that’s all I get, is a second) but this is Foxxy’s double life … as a parent to 5 children who need me 100% all the time and then there’s my mom (my queen and inspiration) who also needs me cuz she’s getting older and as much as a super woman she is, she now gets tired easier then before cuz you, that’s part of aging and life. Then of course aside from “Family Foxxy”, you then have “Superstar Foxxy” who has to constantly having to travel 2-3 times a month for 3-7 days at a time, still keep a smile, still give my all while still entertaining, getting little sleep at times, pushing myself day to day on the road, filming long days, throwing my eating habits/gym routine off, feeling less energetic cuz of reasons I can’t help but that have become part of my work life. I honestly haven’t even escorted like I used to cuz I realized how much time and energy and stress it took from me dealing with so many different people from different places that it left me no time for myself and it consumed me to the point where I felt like a robot 🤖 I have no dating life, no relationships, no time to even think of a man outside of work. Sad I know, and most people say “but you can have anyone you wanted” and as easy as it is to say….. it’s been impossible!! So I have you guys to now focus on when I’m not busy trying to make a living and raising a family. I love you all as my true fans who keep me inspired and motivated to keep going and give more cuz without y’all, I truly don’t know how I would support my family and myself ❤️ I am very grateful for you all. the help of my team who without them, I definitely wouldn’t be able to hold it all down. They keep me organized and busy and they have the most patients with me and all have wonderful hearts and understand my situation . For my friends who keep my life fun, filled with love, laughter, and being able to relate to each other, vent when needed, advise each other and share stories. They make me feel like im still human, living in a real world, I love them all. And last but not least, my family who keeps me sane, grounded, supported, loved, well balanced, and give me comfort in so many ways that I sometimes just can’t wait to be back home with them after a work trip. These are all the most beautiful things in my life that matter to me. 🙏😇 I usually keep these moments to myself or I share with my aunt who is my spiritual guidance and healer (to family and other as well) and she’s usually the one to bring me back down to the ground. I don’t ever share my vulnerable soft side cuz I have always been a strong warrior and have overcame many battles and obstacles in life that have gotten me to where I am now. we are all human and we all live, laugh, love, hurt, cry, etc…. So it’s okay to express yourself. To share stories and vent verbally or To write it down to keep even to share for others to read (as I am doing in this case). This will conclude my never ending story of “The Life Of Foxxy “ 🥰 one day I will write a book or maybe vlog it all for the world to share. For now I leave you with big hugs n kisses and hope you can just understand me that much more then yesterday 🤗