

Today I filmed my masturbation for the first time. No preview, no front camera — just me, a broken phone, and guessing the angle.I didn’t wait for the perfect setup. I just knew I wanted to do it now.Red lingerie, red sheets, massage oil… everything a little messy, but very real.⠀I don’t know what comes next, but this feels like the start of something.Something personal. Honest. Maybe even beautiful in its own strange wayMaybe one day this will be just a memory — a raw little gem from the beginning.But for now, it’s just me, here, doing this for the very first time.And you’re here to witness it. That means more than you think.