

headache. i woke up after a night where i couldn't get myself to remove my makeup, wash my face, and brush my teeth. overwhelmed with existence although mine hasn't been quite awful, just overwhelming. change on the horizon and fear of the unknown consuming me. looking in the mirror, i thought i looked quite nice even with the crusty liner peeling off my face and glitter scattered where it wasn't intended to live the night before. i wanted to capture the moment and romanticize this important journey im going on. autistic burnout and uprooting my current life to live one ive always wanted.